Alright, gonna come back to simplicity. Normally, I write a long blog but it makes me don’t want to write when I just have simple story (coz it’s usually just a simple thought =p). Now, I will write whatever comes to mind or whatever happens in my days.

First, here is a beautiful song: http://www.imeem.com/people/T6LaXt/music/WTaVk00W/jaci-velasquez-lay-it-down/

Lay It Down by Jaci Velasquez

I've been lookin' till my eyes are tired of lookin'
Listenin' till my ears are numb from listenin'
Prayin' till my knees are sore from kneelin' on the bedroom floor
I know that you know that my heart is achin'
I'm running out of tears and my will is breakin'
I don't think that I can carry the burden of it anymore
All of my hopes and my dreams and my best laid plans,
Are slowly slippin' through my folded hands

Chorus:
So I'm gonna lay it down
I'm gonna learn to trust You now
What else can I do?
Cause everything I am depends on You
And if the sun don't come back up
I know Your love will be enough
I'm gonna let it be, I'm gonna let it go,
I'm gonna lay it down.

Verse:
I've been walkin' through this world like I'm barely livin'
Buried in the doubt of this hole I've been diggin'
But You're pullin' me out
I'm finally breathin' in the open air
This room may be dark but I'm finally seein'
There's a new ray of hope, and now I'm believin'
That the past is past, and the future's beginning to look brighter now
Oh, cause all of my hopes and my dreams and my best laid plans
Are safe and secure when I place them in Your hands

Chorus:
So I'm gonna lay it down
I'm gonna learn to trust You now
Oh what else can I do,
Cause everthing I am depends on You
And if the sun don't come back up
I know Your love will be enough
I'm gonna let it be, I'm gonna let it go,
I'm gonna lay it down
I'm gonna lay it down
I'm gonna lay it down.

Lately, I’ve been struggling to know my calling, my specific purpose to live here on earth. Hehehe, deep stuff, eh?! Well, time really flies and I want to make sure I’m doing things that I’m supposed to be doing. I want to live this life to fulfill the purpose that He has for me. Of course, by doing that I will focus and enjoy every moment ^^

Ephesians 1: 11 ~ It's in Christ that we find out who we are and what we are living for. Long before we first heard of Christ and got our hopes up, he had his eye on us, had designs on us for glorious living, part of the overall purpose he is working out in everything and everyone.

I’m starting to read The Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren again. This is the sixth times =) hehe but I really need to live a life that is driven by a divine purpose He has for me. I don’t want to feel lost coz I know He has greater plan for my life.

Anyway, lots of things have happened this year. I haven’t written in a while but I have a lot to share ^^ To be continued tomorrow!